A raw writing 🌚

 


It was always u behind my back when troublesome arose.pity on me who never understood the value of presence when you were close.

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It is sometimes anguishing from living the moment to penning it down.

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I still search for you in the crowds,in different sites and in unforgettable memories.

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In shooting stars,in passing wind and the days and in every prayers which were counting your name.

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In city light,in passing cars and in snoring clouds

I wonder ,where you could be now

For years I have not shouted out

Where mountain echoed your name loud.

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Time has passed for you and I

Since long you haven't kiss me on my forehead.And now when you are happy staying up there.I never forget to see you sparkling on stars.

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The only one thing I want to say you

I miss you each and every single day Dada

 (grandpa ).

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I hope our souls meet one fine day.🌼🤍


 

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